Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Sense of Defeat

Everyday I see myself
and i wish it could change
that what i find repulsive
would fly away

But then i must move on
and accept what i see
that I'm not handsome
that I'm just me.

Its hard to accept
the damage done
to deflate my ego
and bow down to the one

that let this happen
that turned away
while my looks withered
and others dismayed

It seems silly I know
that i should care
and sometimes i don't
but other times...
other times...

other times i do
when my heart skips a beat
and i stare into her eyes
then immediately sense
this feeling of defeat
that no matter what i do
no matter what i try
my looks have condemned me
to lose at first sight.

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